hi y'all!
its finally OVER!!
well.. not quite all but the super super hard ones are all gone!
rejoice!! add maths was okay but i think i wasted too much time thinking so...
im going to do quite badl for add maths this time :(
but anyway, tmr's a holiday!! :)

anyway,continuing with my ambition thing,
my current ambition is to become a...
watermelon-orange-grape farmer!! ;)
got this ambition since last year when my obsession with watermelon began..
now i like oranges and grapes even more, so im adding it to my orchard yea :)

since you can't grow oranges and grapes nicely in Malaysia,
my secret (well.. not-so-secret) plan is too..
create this amazing formula
that can grow oranges and grapes anywhere in the world. :)
then... my farm will be so overgrown with these fruits and
i will sell my formula to the poor countries so they,too can grow fruits anywhere!
after that, i will be awarded with the Nobel Prize for
'helping to develop underdeveloped countries'
then.. my money will come pouring in like water and i'll be able to adopt
100 ++ kids and have build mcdonalds and water slides in my house just for them..
then...i'll donate all my money to church and to help all the animals everywhere ;)
and one day, the Pope will give me a title ' Mother Samantha'
wow!!

as you can see, exams have affected my brain a bit..
oh well... it will come true ya noe..one fine day ;)
gotta go..
bye!!

oops!! sorry..accidentally clicked post..
never mind,i'll continue about my bleak future soon..
gotta go eat breakfast!! :)
have a grea weekend

Hey y'all! ;)
it's a beautiful morning today :)

i was just thinking about ambitions..
and i realised almost all my friends already know what they wanna do when get older...
and im still stuck here.. having no idea what to study or what to do :(

all i noe is when i get older, i want to :
1. be a mother of ten !! ;)

and that's it!!!
im such an unambitious person and this means i'll get nowhere in life :(
ten years from now,
i'll probably be busking on the roadside and
hidin in department stores at night to get free accomodation,
sleeping on the 'not on sale' beds,
and die from starvation ..
at the age of... 26!!!
why me?!!

look!!! Christine intro-ed me to this site: http://www.googlism.com
this is what i found:

sammie is one of a kind
sammie is in need of a loving home in texas
sammie is here
sammie is a mischievous kitten
sammie is dressed in her ao fluffy lacey pink party dress
sammie is so little
sammie is straight but bowwow look and rap better
sammie is a member in good standing with the american society of composers
sammie is the best
sammie is an urban r&b singer
sammie is one of the most affectionate animals we have ever met
sammie is registered in excellent a standard and excellent a jumpers
sammie is from gund bears
sammie is hiding something under her glasses and blue stockings
sammie is my fastest runner in our home?
sammie is my sweet cat
sammie is bad
sammie is forced to grow up and she struggles to make sense of her friendships
sammie is seen grocery shopping in petsmart
sammie is aghast
sammie is also from yangchun and her chinese name is yang mei si
sammie is married to jackie t
sammie is a hot new kid on the block
sammie is struggling to keep it all together
sammie is a wonderful entertainer and those who are fortunate enough to view her performances
sammie is still a dog?a reminder of which she soon provided the staff
sammie is also a registered nurse with 26 years' experience in the health care industry
sammie is the center of attention
sammie is a pint
sammie is brainworks
sammie is geared for improving the telematics infrastructure in hospital departments
sammie is smaller than most of the bunnies
sammie is 22 inches tall
sammie is sitting on daddy's lap to the left
sammie is a sweet and loving reg
sammie is a guy

oooh.. read the ones in bold!!! :)

stress, stress, and more stress :(
today's the second day of exams and so far, thankfully,it has been going okay for me :)
the papers yesterday were chinese and history:(
obviously,chinese is the worst subject for me.. the teacher didnt even give me the exam paper cuz he thought that i didn't take Chinese!!! *how insulting*
surprisingly, the question was one that i had revised before and all...
so i think i can pass lar :)
then history was great cuz the essay questions were already 'bocored', so could write quite a lot larr :)

last night, i realised that i couldn't remember anything for chemistry at all..
so i frantically revised everything and slept quite late...
then i set my alarm to four thirty but when i woke up, it was already six!!
*sigh* this always happens to me :(
but luckily, studied finish everything i was supposed to and the paper was tough,
but could answer larr.. :)

having biology tmr...
there's nine looooong chapters to read and im not done yet..
*aiyoh* it's going to be another long night for me today :(

lately, my house has been totaly devoid of food :(
the cupboards are empty, and the only food available is yucky and fattening food :(
my parents are totally oblivious to this fact and my siblings and i are just dying of fruit deprivation.. help!!!!!
now i have to resort to eating rice.. urgh..
haven't been eating rice regularly since form two and now.. have to eat PLAIN RICE!!!
sad sad life.. :(

oh yea.. and i found out that im not the only one with pimples!!!!
my friend's conquered by them now..
poor gurl... her face is full of 'em as a result of STRESS....
this is horrible.. :(

gtg eat dinner.... bye!

*sigh* finally went to school after two days of staying home..
and now i wish i didnt after all...:(
the day started perfectly fine until stupid English period..
a lot of people hadn't come to school the days before and
the teacher was really really angry already.. so she started on our aural tests..
then suddenly she demanded to see Caleen's and my exercise book for the exercises she had given when we didn't come to school..
obviously we couldn't do it since we didn't come to school rite?
so anyway, i went 'sh*t' and was frantically finding someone's book to copy..
when she screamed at me to stand up..
so i stood, being quite blur cuz i didnt noe that i had cursed..
then the conersation went like that:
her :'WHAT DID YOU SAY?!! '
me : ' erm..i said okay?'
her: 'NO!!! I HEARD YOU!!! YOU SAID SH*T!!!'
me: 'no i said okay!!!'
her:' YOU TWO!! (pointing to the two ppl in front of me) WHAT DID SHE SAY?! STAND UP!!'
and they went 'yes,yes.. she said sh*t'
her:'THIS REFLECTS YOUR UPBRINGING.. dadadadada..'

aiyoh.. it was so scary cuz she was screaming so loudly in front of the whole class
and she's really really scary looking ....
so anyway, she left me alone after that for awhile then.. BAM!
again.. victimize me :(
she was asking who hadn't read some story yet and these few guys stood up....
all the guys who stood up were her faves so she offered tutorials for them and talked to them sooo nicely *arrgh*
then she decided to ask another question... 'who read already but didnt understand?'
so lots of people stood up and she asked those who had came when she taught it to sit down
the remaining ones (me) she said to us:
'HAH! you think you are so smart.. but let me tell you this.. im smarter!!! *whatever*
you all dont want to come to school and i know that you are lazy, so i purposely taught this story.. you all can just fail your literature and im not going to teach you this again..'

ARRRRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like strangling her now..so annoying'!!!
this isn't the first time she has exploded in class already..
she always does this kind of things and has hurt so many people already
she's sooo biased and always give certain people higher marks in everything.. :(
and hardly teaches anything in class.. we always do our own work and laze around...
what a horrible teacher!!!!!!!!!

in conclusion to this, we have set up and Anti-Lillian Committee :)
THIS IS WAR!!!!!

*phew* almost got suspended today.. :)
after pjk was recess, but some gurls from my class decided not to wait and
started buying food already..i warned them cuz the canteen was so near the discipline room
but they went ahead and bought anyway.. then we all sat together and started eating
when we suddenly saw the discipline teacher walking around in front of her room so hurriedly abandoned our food and ran into the canteen...
uckily, it was a false alarm so we went back to eat again....
but suddenly the teacher walked down to the canteen and we got caught :(
she took all of our names down and told the ones that were eating to go and see her..
everyone was super scared cause there were some people who got suspended from school
before for eating early :( so silly larr..

i passed my piano exams!!! :)

*phew* almost got suspended today.. :)
after pjk was recess, but some gurls from my class decided not to wait and
started buying food already..i warned them cuz the canteen was so near the discipline room
but they went ahead and bought anyway.. then we all sat together and started eating
when we suddenly saw the discipline teacher walking around in front of her room so hurriedly abandoned our food and ran into the canteen...
uckily, it was a false alarm so we went back to eat again....
but suddenly the teacher walked down to the canteen and we got caught :(
she took all of our names down and told the ones that were eating to go and see her..
everyone was super scared cause there were some people who got suspended from school
before for eating early :( so silly larr..

i passed my piano exams!!! :)

okay.. exactly 7 MORE DAYS TO EXAMS!
visible signs of being under stress have popped out lately..
pimples have been mushrooming over my face... :(
so im sitting here now,
taking a break while my dear pimples are being slathered with toothpaste...
it really works you noe!!
all you have to do is leave toothpaste overnight on the pimple-terrorized area
and next morning when you brush your teeth, wash it off...
i do that to all my pimples you know, that's why i hardly get pimples..
it's either that or my layer of fat is too thick the pimple cant get through :(

yea anyway,studies have been going bad :(
*sigh* i can't seem to concentrate and can't understand everything
from today onwards, im going to eat more fish to boost my brainpower!
i can't believing im resorting to such methods to improve results :(
desparate larr.. but then again, there's the prospect of a new phone!!
still looking around for possible phones to buy..
but i noe i want either a flip phone or a camera phone..
oh well... exams first :(

*sigh*.... downloading a song for Hui Jing to sing on her Star Search finals!!
ooh.. whoever's free go watch her kay?
It's at Sunway Pyramid, 3pm-6pm this saturday ;)
i really really hope she wins :)

i've been reading a devotional from andie lately
and although i've only been reading it for a few days,
i've learnt quite a lot...
you know sometimes when something bad happens....
and you just ask yourself :'what am i doing here?' or 'what's the purpose of my life?'
and realise the life is so pointless and feel like dying.. :(

but have you realised that God has this ultimate plan for us?
this big plan that may involve hardships, trials and obstacles,
but at the end of all these problems, we can rest assured that He will always bring us out of this rut and He will always make things better than they were before :)
it's soooo great that we can know that we are a part of His great plan for us
and that He actually has one for each of us despite the fact we are so small
but we are so important that he sacrificed so much.. wow!!!
so cool !! :)

gtg.. the download is complete :)
have a great week!!!

when i went into class today,
someone suddenly screamed and another person shouted while pointing at the window..
so the whole class went to the window to see what was happening..
and to our horror...
there was a flasher next to school!!
eeyerrrr... :(

it was this Indian man and he was wearing nothing except for a hat
and he was on the staircase of the hostel next to SFX..
and he was eating a banana and jumping around on the staircase..
totally oblivious to the screams and shrieks coming from my class.. *ewwww*
when the girls screamed even more, he jumped sumore and started jumping around..

fortunately,after a few minutes he climbed down the stairs and disappeared *phew*
aiyer.. i can't believe i actually SAW a flasher..
i always heard stories about these things happening in school
but never thought that i would actually experience this..
yerrr... ...

gotta go eat now..
see ya!

i feel so fulfilled today..:)
actually finished a whole chapter of very boring physics..
physics is my worst subject but ...
i actually understood it!!! so happy :)

really really nervous about exams lar..
i have to get top ten this time...
the last time i dropped twenty places cuz of Cheer 2004!!
from fourth to twenty fourth..
urgh..
so this time i had vowed to get first,
but since its impossible anyway, so i'll just settle for the best i can do..:)

im going to be a NERD!!

dying, dying, DEAD

17 more days to.... finals..:(
have been trying to study..
dont noe why, but compared to last year, i really really cant study at all :(
i just can't cram it into my head and i never have the right mood to studylarr..
had a big surprise on wednesday when it was announced that the exam was postponed one week back.. i was super happy but then the next day they said it was brought forward again.
im so dead now... only have around two weeks left and im only half done..:(
i am really really going to fail this time :(
arrrgh.. feeling really really frustrated now.. :(
help me someone..