So Nathan the laptop brokedown over the weekend
(always perfect timing!)
and Internetless weekends are never fun.
thank goodness for church and work and revision.
all very exciting stuff.

so i was working yesterday and a fight broke out
between two kids, and one was drunk.
very very wrong how kids about 15 are
hanging around town getting drunk on weekends.
very sad also
):

but yeah so a fight broke out and i was standing
next to this woman with her three children sitting near
where the fight was and i watched her turn around,
look in horror at the close proximity of her dear children
to the violence and watched her mummy instincts kick in.

it was seriously one of the most amazing things i've seen.

that lady who was totally unassuming and timidlooking
transformed into the fierce mother and with that
adrenaline rush, she sprinted towards her
innocent children and held them, standing between
her kids and the ridiculous pointless fight that was going on.

whoa.

i do miss the parents loads when i see things like this.

especially lately when exams are near
and there's no one to make me lotus root soup
to calm frayed nerves and no one to make sure
that routine things like laundry and stuff
are taken care of so that all i need to care about
is doing proper work! ):

exams are really making my head spin.

other than the constant stress i am under
(which is beyond what i expected)
i am turning into an emotional wreck as well.

yesterday i was watching Britain's Got Talent
and there was this little cute boy who got through
and he was so excited as he ran into his dad's arms
with a smile and bright as the sun.

and that was it.
i just burst into tears for no reason at all.

i am turning mental!

maybe it's time for some sleep ):