The crash comes after a high.

So I got a letter today telling me
that I got rejected for a travel scholarship
that uni offers for people travelling in the summer.
and I didn't get it ):

i kinda was counting on that for my main
source of funding this summer.
my initial reaction was one of disappointment
and asking WHY?!!

but after the tears and i realised that
I've already got 500 pounds given to me
and someone out there probably needs it more than I do.
and also, if i get it this year
I won't be able to get it next year and maybe
i'll need it even more next year?

i am rambling.

but yeah i guess there was some unhappiness
but after putting things into perspective,
i'm sure happier things will come and
I need to just trust in God's perfect timing!
(:

it's really not my best day.
I stabbed myself with a scalpel
while trying to get to the muscles of the foot
underneath all the dead skin and tough layers.
blergh, im sure i got some cadaver juice in my
thumb right now ):

but then my anatomy group and I got into
a small singalong and started singing the
HAPPIEST song i can think of- Hakuna Matata!

and then i youtubed it heard the funniest joke today.

'Hakuna Matata... it's our motto'
'what's a motto?!'
'what's the motto with you?!!'

HAHAHHAHAHA.

i love TheLionKing!
(: