yesterday yushen's grandfather passed away.. :(
and it was his birthday sumore :(
i think the death was super sudden cuz on Sunday he was just sitting in front of me at church and he was healthy and all..

this makes me wonder what would happen if i died tomorrow or something
and i never got the opportunity to do a thousand things..
i'd never live to be able to drive, have kids, and so much more..
i'd never even live to finish high school and celebrate my sixteenth birthday!
wow.. life is so fragile!
it's like you would never ever know when you're dying...
especially when you're healthy and all,
you'd never EVER know if you'd get knocked down by a car or burn to death today..

and if i die tomorrow,
i'd be full of regret cuz i never got to telling everyone how i feel about them
aiyoh.. i am so unprepared for death :(
but i do hope that people won't be crying and mourning at my funeral..
they should be happy and be joyful, knowing that im with God now...
i've always wondered why people are so sad at funerals..
i mean like, the deceased are in a better place now rite?

if i die soon,
i do hope people will miss me when im gone,
but still be happy that im at a better place now :)
from now on, i'll be super appreciative of everything around me ;)
live life to the fullest!!
:)