alright!!!
i made it through the next cut!
*i feel like a contestant on American Idol or something*
the hospital program was another stage to go through
and from there, the PSD people shortlisted summore people to go fo the interview..
and i made it! :)

the past three days have been .... indescribable
*as in aAaACcKkkk!!!!*
okay, i saw some VERY disturbing things, lots of sick people,
and LOADS of nerds.
*okaylar, so maybe i'm one of them*

the first thing i saw was..
a whole bunch of people looking like they were attending a wedding.
ALL the guys were wearing ties and long-sleeved shirts with *shinyshiny* shoes.
since most of the girls were Malays, they were all wearing baju kebayas,
and there i was looking so inferior and stupid >.<

after some looOong *yawn* speech that the Pengarah dude gave,
*which consisted of repeated warnings NOT to wander off and accidentally kill the sick*
WE FINALLY GOT TO GO...
...to the orthopedic clinic *cheh*
the very-congested-with-people-with-broken-legs place.
we were shuffled from room to room,
watching doctors diagnose the patients.
quite boringlar actually, except that
ALL the doctors told us about their hard lives and low salary :)

luckily the second day was WAAAY better.
cuz it was mortuary time! *yaaaay!*
wah, the smell of a decomposed body almost killed me.
the moment the guy opened the fridge right...
*BAM!* waves of the horrible smell hit me
and i resorted to breathing thru my mouth for the rest of the trip.
i saw one dead body la, not too scary
cuz the guy looked like he was sleeping naked *i only saw the upper half body laaa*
except that he had a long stitch down his chest
(where the medical officers opened up his body and took out all the organs and put them back)

then today i saw a very bloody placenta of a dead fetus.
gross right? i KNOW.
looks like a mass of bloody stomach or flattened brain.
*i think... i never actually saw either one before*
and THIS is the thing that women nowadays PUT ON THEIR FACES
apparently, it's good for your skin. *eeeech*

and and and.....
i saw this foot without the skin and the flesh so horribly exposed can see the bone!
*almost fainted*
the guy there summore laughing when he saw our faces.
crazy boy. not pain ah?!

my fellow applicants a bit scary la.
the whole time we were in the orthopedic ward
all of them were furiously scribbling who-knows-what in their thickthick notepads,
*i just pretended to look busy*
some studying FORM 6 textbooks
*hello, FORM 6 IS IN JUNE LA!!!*
AND saying stuff like
Girl 1: ' Is the pelvis broken?'
Girl 2: ' No no, i think it's the femur laa..'
Me : -.-"
summore this boy came and ask me
' how many A's you got ah?'
i was thinking *go and die la hmph!*

SHOWOFFS!

that's about it la.
I SURVIVED THREE DAYS IN VISUAL HELL!!
seriously, dont know if i can eat meat again.
:(