tangled in thorns

life is a bed of roses. how true.. but lately, i seem to be tangled in the thorns..:(
 
im beginning to feel the pressure weighing down on me... **sigh**.. been having friend problems for the past weeks and it can seriously tag you down. It all started with a few unhappy people that led to a separation between a group of close friends, and in the end, everyone was on one side or the other. it just goes to show that how mean some people can be when things don't go their way..:(
anyway, that's not the end of my tangled thorns.. my piano exam's coming up and i can't even play anything!!! arrrrgh... piano is so frustrating!!! no matter how much i practise, i still cant get it.. the worst thing is there's two more weeks to the exam and i cant quit later cuz apparently, im"wasting my long years of musical education" if i do.. great..:(
haven't told my parents my results yet... they're definitely going to blow up at me n ban me from everything.. luckily, mum's going to be in hong kong when i get my report card and i'll just ask my dad to sign it..knowing him, there will be some grumbling but he wont go berserk..yay!!
i also found a blog of an ex-cheerleader, and reading it really cut me deep...
there's so much criticism and hate in it about us and it seems that the whole world is against Calyx joining Cheer 2004. The whole school is so unsupportive and everyone's so doubtful about us. I guess we really proved them right especially when we did horrendously in the competition.*sigh* all the practices n hard work for nothing:(
 
well, i guess there are still roses in life's bed of thorny flowers, so i shouldnt grumble too much..gotta go catch up on my homework that was due last week...have a good week everyone!